My experience with open relationship

If you read my blog, you would know that I support polygamy for both women and men. Unlike Islam :P.

It should be the person’s choice. If one prefers polygamy, he or she should have the right to pursue it. It should not be a taboo.

I tried open relationship once. When I was 25 years old, I had a semi-girl friend. Guess what semi-girl friend means ;). So she was already in love with another man. But she had to move to my neighborhood, away from her other boy friend. And she needed company while she stayed here.

I seldom get girl friends and i am liberal, So i said Ok.

It went on smoothly for a while. I never met him, never talked to him. Just knew he existed somewhere. But as time passed by, there was always this feeling inside me that this is temporary. I couldn’t commit myself completely, because I knew she would be gone one day. Although I knew monogamous relations will also be gone or divorced one day. I could feel that she felt the same way too. But we had good sex the whole time ;).

I consider myself excessively romantic. I like to spoil and surprise my girl and make her feel special. But I couldn’t do it for her. Don’t know why.

And time passed by. And she left as expect. Surprisingly, she dumped the other guy too.

Another reason why I felt insecure in this relationship is, I knew it would be easy for her to move on and find other partners. But as 25 year old average man, it is impossible for me. So I felt if i am showing excessive care and love, she should deserve it and i should have equal opportunity for open relationships.

Maybe I need another chance to truely experience open relationship. Or maybe open relations are too tricky.


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